This is my first experience of this, as you will probably have followed, but my journey as an autistic hasn't been great. I can see my time where I am finally coming to an end, but, is this going to happen everywhere I go? Its almost better to stay where I am than to find somewhere better and risk my health.This is a dreadful situation, it is so typical. I am so sorry to hear that. Try to keep your wellbeing.